Tired from duty! Hurt my index finger while opening ampules!

Hello readers! How are you today.. ME?! My day was very tiring and really not good! Lately my work, the place and the people around me here in the hospital beginning to irritates me. A LOT!

At around 8:54am there was a loud repeatedly  doorbell on our dorm..(Our dorm located upstair inside this hospital)  Usually that doorbell signifies that there was an emergency or home visit/out patient visit. Me not even done with my breakfast immediately left and do my duty.

I was surprised!!!! I am not expecting this.. The reason for the early call and not even finish my breakfast was.... there is no other nurse duty except me.. WHAT THE HELL!

and the fact that my partner did it twice!~ Not attending duty.

 Honestly speaking, It was okay for me if she did it whatever she wants.. just please notify me! Tell me first about it so that I will know and prepare myself for your absence!

I remember her kept on saying something like rhis.. "You should told our boss that you does not feel well or anything... I could not clearly understand because It was arabic!".

Her home is located outside the hospital so any excuse she will tell was all valid! And our Boss will nothing to do about it, while For us Filipinos boarding inside the hospital there's no room for any cheesy excuses like that!

 Its more like NO PAIN NO GAIN!! SURVIVAL LIVING!!..


Actually I AM SCARED  OF BEING ALONE! I am not confident in doing things alone. I love working in a group because in this Hospital, So many barriers you must faced!!(like their culture, language, ways of living etc....)

I always have a partner and really depended on her in a crucial time like today!  I cannot construct Intravenous Fluids on one of my Female Patient because her vein was very thin and not prominent... Im not really good at blindshot so I call up for help  (one of the advantage living inside the hospital is you can immediately ask for help!) but before calling someone, I tried to construct 2x times already!! (inserting, bulging and then removed again).

I go outside to meet my friend but encountered 2 patients waiting for injections! While injecting the last patient, I heard my friend calling my name and telling me that the Patient for IVT was gone..

The bad thing is I already opened my solutions and medications!!!  Wasted and it only means SALARY DEDUCTIONS!~ Ahuhhuuhuhuhuu!!!~



Anyways, Life is like that.. I must keep in mind that LIFE IS sometimes UNFAIR....

but getting the experience of being UNFAIR will lead you to the fairest and much more understanding way of life.

There's some advantage on what happened today!

I've learned a lesson on working alone ~

FACE YOUR FEARS!!~ Dont be scared to learn new things!~ Live up and SMILE!!!~ Be yourself and believe in yourself!! PEACE!!!

Anyways, Im very happy because got new contact lens from my Saudian friend and co workers for free!!!~ YEY!!~ I think that will be the reward for my harworks!

SOREJA! Mattane!!!~  Oyasuminasai

EID MUBARAK to all muslim friends!!~